Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Back again, I hope

There has clearly been a halt in the progress of my blog. My last post, exactly one month ago, was written shortly before I reached my breaking point. I basically decided that I couldn't deal with it any more, and I Quit. It was kind of a huge relief... but it also threw me into a period of escapism, where I didn't want to deal with my problems.

I've been working a lot, sleeping a lot, eating way too much... and just not thinking about my problems. I'm going to have to make some decisions in the very near future, but at least I feel like I'm finally able to deal with things again.

I'm going to keep working full time at least until the end of the summer. I just paid off my Mastercard (I've been in debt since last Christmas), so that has made me feel a lot better. I'm going to be getting my income tax returns from the past 2 years (I know, I'm a bad person) in the next couple of weeks, so that should put me a good bit of the way towards paying back my parents... and I might just buy a new pair of shoes! I'm thinking about heading back to school to take some courses that actually interest me... Law, Spanish, Philosophy, or something like that. I just feel so bitter about my university education - I really didn't like very much of it at all.

But I'm back, and I plan on continuing this blog. It's nice to have a place to vent, and "invisible" people to talk to when I can't find anyone else to listen to me besides the dogs.

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